晚上8点，下班走出地铁站。

饿着肚子赶回家，雨却越下越大！

之前一个星期都这么晚下班，不过没有下雨。

雨水似乎真的能营造一点凄凉的气氛！

不过正如我自己安慰别人的话：天空总会下雨的，有时下雨是好事情

――雨后的天空可能会更晴朗。

上班到现在差不多一个月了。之前一直都不是很开心～～

工资不高；好一部分的同事的素质、学历也不高！（毕竟是服务业，难道还要求洗碗的阿姨、炒菜的大叔是大学毕业吗？！）同一个部门的8人中7个是女的！叽叽喳喳的一堆。

那个唯一的男人，性格比女人还女人！！oversensitive! 整天疑神疑鬼！

 

今天被雨“洗涤”后，却想通了一些：

或许这是上天给我的安排吧：“天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行弗乱其所为。所以动心忍（韧）性，曾（增）益其所不能也。”

低微的工资，繁重的工作，让我亲身体验到“揾钱艰难”啊！

好好体会一下那几个每月拿几百块工资的姑姑、舅舅的生活，心境！

也好好体会一下“做小的”的感觉――千万别顶嘴！

书是读够了，经验不够，信息抓得不准，给自己定位不准也没用。

学习跟女人相处，可能更有用、更具挑战。其实她们身上也有很多值得我学习的地方。

至于那个“男人”，就当让我好好练习一下忍耐，修剪一下有棱有角的性格吧。

From Oct. 30th, I finally started another step of my life—departing school and starting working in society. Though the last two weeks’ life was still school-like—learning new things in training classes every day, reviewing the info every night, and having test the next day, the feeling was very different. I felt more pressure than before. Of course there was no score on “tests”, but there was impression in managers’ mind. Anybody could not answer questions the next day, the managers could remember. It’s not as simple as feeling embarrassing when facing the teacher, but about the career life. I may be blamed, or it may affect my working performance evaluation, and then my salary and promotion…

Well, well, well… I know I think too much and worry for something unnecessary. The only thing that I should do and I can do now is to try my best to finish every task.

Actually, I began to feel unhappy from time to time after commencing working even if the beginning was only two weeks ago. The key reason is low salary—only 1600/month for the first three months, and 2000/month after probation. That’s relatively low comparing to my friends with same studying experience/degree. But I’m not lazier than them, or even harder than them!! What’s worse, I have no allowance for transportation, no dormitory when I have early shift—that means I have to leave home at 6:30 AM. The whole team of my department is a female team since only the head is a man in his thirties. Ladies are excellent creatures, but too many of them in one team will bring troubles—gossip, jealousy, sensitivity… And, the “most important thing” is I cannot find my Mr. Right there. ^0^ I sometimes asked: why I cast myself into this circle, this situation and this service industry.

Obviously, complain help nothing. The only thing that I can do now, is to think positively. I did find out many advantages to comfort myself: I am paid to learn with wonderful ‘teachers’—foreign supervisors from Singapore, Denmark, Philippines… and certainly ‘teachers’ from China; I have many chances to be promoted, at the quickest, one year later; I can experiencing an opening period of a big corporation, so on and so forth.

Deriving from this job, I can only prove one truth again: when you get one thing, you will lose another thing; when you lose one thing, you will get something else!!

１０月３０日正式到广州香格里拉大酒店上班，其实是到番禺的莱茵学院上集体培训课。

这个星期回到中洲中心上班了，其实还是上课～～

每天都是填鸭是教学（没想到这并非学校里的特产）！

回家后还要复习，找资料－－跟上学没两样。

不同的只是心理压力更大－－以前学不好，可能只怕老师骂两句，父母说两句。

但现在做不好，老板一个不高兴，我就连饭碗都没了！！！

 

 

很想让自己的感情放肆一次！

用理性怎样谈爱情呢？